2021.10.22 15:55 mckasett Na jó, ez ki volt xD
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2021.10.22 15:55 ThrowawayJohnDoe125 The life story of a young man absolutely sick and tired of anyone.
Since I can remember myself, I remember lack of love and interest by my family, verbal and emotional abuse by teachers and fellow students at school. As I grew up, girls would mock me or play with my feelings. School is tough ( EU schools) and I'd focus most of my day in studying and playing video games in order to have something to help me since girls are rejecting me and I find no family comfort and love. At 14y.o, at a school trip a fellow female classmate(same age) sexually assaults me at the hotel we stayed for the trip. Never told anyone or came out publicly, and thats how my first experience with women started.
Same story continues to university where I live basically like a monk, studying and being alone with my thoughts the rest of the time ,apart from working out being my only joy. All the while,school classmates and university classmates have ''normal'' lives, having friends, being in relationships, living a healthy lifestyle. On the contrary, I get heartbreak after heartbreak with nobody to talk to, wether that may be friendships or girls. My neighbours make my life miserable, by smashing their porches doors at 1 in the morning, doing laundry at 3 am, having their dogs shit in front of my house. When I confronted them, they simply played dumb and ignored me. At the same time, university professors dont care about their job and instead try to play God and not only do not teach us properly, they also tried to make us fail on their classes to show how important/difficult their classes are. I get one girlfriend at 18y.o, she was the same age as me(18), shortly after I get to do my practice at my military university and go on a tour for 6 months. After I return, she starts slowly distancing herself until she leaves and a few months later, I confront her and she simply says he just couldnt keep this up cause she got accepted in a uni at another town. I felt a lot of things for this person, so it hurt me for 3 years. A few months ago, I had some interests and talks with some girls of my age ( early 20s) but they would still use/ or ghost me.I decided to give a chance to another person who projected herself as a good person for a 2nd relationship, but she ended up manipulating, gaslighting and flirting(possibly cheating as well) with a friend of hers. When I connected the dots, I ended things. I tried talking with some girls as well, things ended up as well where they always do, lies, gaslighting and when they arent interested anymore, just gone.
Now, I have graduated university, I have been scammed by a lawyer I hired to do some official paperwork, I am in the process of making up for that lost time because of the lawyer, I have army obligatory service(in my country its obligatory) coming up, and I have to find a job afterwards. I have noone to talk to, no family member I can get love from, no friend who will be there for me, no good girlfriend who will love me and appreciate me back and create meaningful bond.
Am I wrong being this tired with people? Ive been always hearing that there are some good people out there, that I have to keep looking, that there are always good friends, girlfriends out there, but I dont see anything. I am tired and exchausted of trying to make friends, family members, women of my age etc, to find people to actually care about me mutually , each on their own category. Im so done with people. I cant do it anymore. I have to prioritize myself and not look back for anyone else. I know it sounds egotistical, but before, I was alone and trying to find company of others, now I dont want it and I will be alone at least. I do not ask for anyone feeling bad for me and dont want it. I just want hope that not everything and everyone is how I described it above. Just this. But I have lost my faith. I feel like a wounded animal that doesnt trust people because previous owners or people have harmed it. I cant trust other people and I dont know what to do anymore.
Thank you to anyone who read my life story.
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2021.10.22 15:55 PolishLynx The Diner - I was kidnapped?
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2021.10.22 15:55 Paghuv Which TV series had the worst starting but best ending?
2021.10.22 15:55 FiveSeveN- Never tell me the odds -- explaining Fibonacci used for mi/km conversion, upvotes land on next Fibonacci number
This may be against the rules, but I thought it was interesting enough to share. I guess I'll let you guys decide :)
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2021.10.22 15:55 Grimmox96 Need advice on my stack, cycle, pct, acne.
Hi, so I'm a 25 male. Have done 300 mg/week of test cypionate for 8 weeks, on the 9th week I have upped the test for 450/500 mg and added nandrolone decanoate 350 mg/ week. Its around my 11 th week now, I've used arimidex - 4 tablets during whole cycle so I've split it into microdoses usually 1/4 of a tablet or less once in a while. I've combined it with zinc picolinate, high quality b vitamins, usually a good diet, coffee enemas, detoxifying supplements. I'd also added HCG halfway in the cycle and have done 2500 mcg split in 10 doses of 250 mcg for a month. I've got an another 2500 mcg vial but need some bacteriostatic water to fill it with first.. My question is, should I have done more of the estrogen blocking thing? Should I do more hcg? I'm worried about arimidex as my bones and joints are very weak due to a chronic illness which causes muscle and collagen wasting (that's why I figured nandrolone decanoate could be good for me), slowly getting better thanks to trt and deca but it's a slow process.. My man boobs aren't there yet I think, my body is usually quite dehydrated and don't have much of a problem with water retention either so I'm pretty lean (I guess thanks to my illness). One of the mistakes I know I've done is I haven't done blood tests before the cycle nor during the cycle, so that's what I'm aiming to do soon..
What would be the best way to do pct and how long for? 4-6 weeks? Could you possibly list the drugs needed? I've heard about clomid and some other thing as a combo, but HCG has been used too in that article, just before or after using clomid.
Also, I've always had hormonal acne, mostly on my back and arms but also on my face, since starting the steroid cycle not much has changed, the acne is a little more severe, I just didn't get cysts before but its usually only if I eat bad. Any recommendations on how to manage that? What antibiotics should I use? Or is there something else I could do?
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2021.10.22 15:55 ThatFrenchCray FIFA 22 Input/Gameplay Lag on PS5
Hey guys. I switched from PC to PS5 this year for FIFA 22. And whenever I play the game the gameplay FEELS so delayed. I would press a button and my players don't react till 2 or 1 second later. It's sometimes unbearable and frustrating because it makes playing so much less fun :( This has been a problem since I had this PS5. I use the same monitors that I use my PC which are 144 HZ Asus monitors so not sure if that means anything but I never had trouble playing FIFA on PC before?
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2021.10.22 15:55 soulspunkie Breakthrough case hitting me hard
29F. I was vaccinated with Moderna back in April. Barely leave my home. Any time I go into a store I’m always wearing a mask. Yet, COVID got me. Growing up I always had problems with my lungs. Spent most my childhood on nebulizer treatments year round. Would end up in the hospital at least once a year with pneumonia. So getting COVID was a big fear of mine.
Started getting symptoms Monday morning. Woke up to the worst headache of my life, my sinuses were so swollen I felt like I couldn’t breathe. My throat was like swallowing razors. Had a fever of 101.6. At night it was becoming difficult for me to breathe. I couldn’t lay on my back without feeling like I was suffocating. Walking up the stairs has me wheezing. I’ve taken my inhaler more times this past week than I have in 3 years. Another weird symptom that I haven’t seen much about is my hearing is absolute shit. Everything is muffled like when you travel to a higher elevation but yawning isn’t fixing it.
Finally went to get a PCR test done Wednesday and it just came back positive this morning. Doctor put me on steroids so I can breathe better. I haven’t felt this miserable in years.
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2021.10.22 15:55 OurJosh Quick question about Hitbox and button size.
2021.10.22 15:55 plumpee Garage sale find for $2 each. I didn't know anything about vintage but now understand I got a pretty good deal.
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2021.10.22 15:55 sassmuffin88 What’s wrong with my monstera deliciosa 😩
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2021.10.22 15:55 MyVinyls Dead & Company Fiddler’s Green 10/22 & 10/23 Poster
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2021.10.22 15:55 Itz_Raj69_ our classes gc with everyone 13 here
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2021.10.22 15:55 jayman2982 Roll top backpack #2
2021.10.22 15:55 FiendishGhoulMods Grey/Blue-Grey(?) Venator Resurgent Capital Freighter, Elevated Bridge, Military Keel, Gek Crew, 2 Star Economy, Euclid
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2021.10.22 15:55 Bakanikos Finally had my first rule #1 on break at work!! Thought it was my co-workers till the owner almost caught me taking the picture
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2021.10.22 15:55 MVPAndroid17 So I have a Shiny Zachian code
2021.10.22 15:55 Kazuliski Baldur's Gate 3 Astarion Romance - Drow Sorcerer - Patch 6 - Gameplay - Larian Studios - 8K UHD - Kazuliski
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2021.10.22 15:55 LoserBaby8438 What would you do?
I had something happen months ago and I'm as to know what you would have done. It was definitely the strangest delivery I did.(Didn't post because didn't even use reddit much) I had accepted a shopping order for Vons that seemed normal. Pay, distance, items and instructions were nothing out of the ordinary. Address led to a mobile park. However when I was going to drop off the leave at door order, an old lady opened the door. She was 80+ and was bound to a mobility scooter. She also had slurred speech so I think maybe physically and slightly mentally disabled. She asked if I could come in with the groceries instead. I went in and she told me that she needed me to put away the freezer and cabinet stuff because she wouldn't be able to. It was like she was expecting this but there was no instructions or messages about this. I still did it and left with no problems. So what I want to know is what would you have done? Is it an issue to enter customers homes like this? Just wanted to share.
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2021.10.22 15:55 EmptySeaweed4 Any former “Once Saved, Always Saved” Protestants here?
No offense intended to our Protestant brothers and sisters (and I’m aware it’s not universally held among Protestants), but this faulty belief system seems extremely dangerous for souls. Though I do see how it would be especially attractive to folks like me who struggle with scrupulously. Are there any former Protestants here who used to subscribe to this belief?
I’m curious about a few things:
1) How did you reconcile the belief with the dozens upon dozens of Scriptural passages (both in the Gospels and the Epistles) that seem to negate “Once Saved, Always Saved”? There must have been some willful ignorance involved, no?
2) How/why did you start questioning it?
3) Was it hard to let go of what must be awesome comfort in the belief that you had a one-way ticket to heaven that could not be lost?
4) Has abandoning “Once Saved, Always Saved” had any effect on your day-to-day approach to life? E.g., are you more conscious of sins and the need to “persevere” to the end?
Thanks for reading and for any responses.
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2021.10.22 15:55 Fendweller76 Guitar nut. Is it acceptable to receive a new guitar with the nut like this?
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2021.10.22 15:55 ze1812 Ahhh JULY 20th…perfect day to buy any crypto!!!
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2021.10.22 15:55 espressonut420 Cringe overload
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2021.10.22 15:55 Krandall_Carrie Those under eye circles are about to get a lot darker in the next few days!
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