Does anyone else think the lamp post snowflakes look terrible?

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2021.11.29 11:58 orlandohockeyguy Does anyone else think the lamp post snowflakes look terrible?

During the day they only look like circles and at night they only vaguely look like snowflakes. I can appreciate the desire to be more inclusive and not just Christmas specific but these things are awful. I seriously think they are supposed to twinkle but someone at the city screwed up and the circuits they are plugged into don't support the twinkle.
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2021.11.29 11:58 marckennedy Hard To Explain... (crunchtok)

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2021.11.29 11:58 svanapps Wind turbine maker Vestas confirms recent security incident was ransomware

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2021.11.29 11:58 AntelopeNo6154 Astronaut

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2021.11.29 11:58 rs16 The Radical Right Interests Behind the School Boards Race Row

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2021.11.29 11:58 Rainafire Denny & Izzie-rewatch #582

It's no secret that I don't like Izzie, that I think she not only should have been fired for the LVAD cutting but she should have been arrested and that she's a horrible human being for a number of reasons. I don't miss her at all. And I'm sure I'll be down voted by the same people that excuse every single awful thing that character does.
That being said, rewatching GA for the 500th time and I'm back at Denny's storyline. Now I am seeing clearer that Miranda should NEVER have allowed Izzie to be on Denny's case. Burke should have insisted that she not be anywhere near Denny as anything other than a visitor. Izzie begged Bailey to be Denny's intern and Bailey said ok, knowing full well that it was wrong and that Izzie was too attached. At that point, it was no different than a girlfriend having their boyfriend as a patient. And Burke should have insisted on talking to the resident on the case (Bailey) when Izzie was hysterically lying to him.
So yes, Izzie killed a guy and that's probably why she got away with it. If SGH had actually opened a true investigation it would have brought down a star resident AND their cardio god, nevermind losing their status as a transplant center.
Also, I wonder if Denny was brought up during Izzie's board examination. It would have been in her records. She had transfered to another Washington state hospital at that point and I'm sure the rumors went everywhere, especially when Erica Hahn left. Anyone considering her for a Fellowship or Attending position would have known about it. That could be why she ended up in Kansas working for the hospital in a small town where that kind of thing wouldn't be such a huge scandal compared to Stanford, Mayo, Hopkins or Mass Gen.
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2021.11.29 11:58 phil_butter Spreadsheets not opening to a readable format.

When I open my spreadsheets it opens in an odd way, I have tried to change the margins to normal then saved and reopened, however, this didn't work and the error message was he margins didn't fit page. I'm not sure what else to do. If anyone has any suggested I'll gladly take it.
https://preview.redd.it/qyjfkn5utj281.png?width=1851&format=png&auto=webp&s=578645fe1b1ca920f47429eefe20c9ba5075cadf
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2021.11.29 11:58 Seraphic_Wings My experience building an ITX intel 12th gen rig

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2021.11.29 11:58 KindlyAd191 How can i get closer to my crush? Me and her are both friends, but not the closest. Any tips on how i can become better friends and get to know her better?

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2021.11.29 11:58 craig_b2001 My CNFTs are all hand painted and available for 50 ADA each - who's interested?

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2021.11.29 11:58 sedatedlife SOM first Molten core clear?

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2021.11.29 11:58 Slutevah Cannot locate filter in Whirlpool dishwasher

I want to clean my dishwasher’s filter, however, it doesn’t seem to have one.
It’s an older model, a GU1500XTLB3. I’ve looked at the manual for it, but the diagram number that points out the filter doesn’t actually point to any specific part, just generally in the middle of the image. The line ends up between the two fish racks in the air. There’s nothing on the back wall of the dishwasher between them.
I’ve tried finding photos, but none of the results are my specific dishwasher. Whirpool’s site is useless, the troubleshooting links on the page for this model lead to videos of other models.
There has to be one, but I can’t locate it.
I took out the racks, I unscrewed the bottom sprayer to get a look at the parts underneath and there’s no accessible filter, everything is screwed in with screws that star shape heads, which I can’t remove and they probably shouldn’t be.
There’s no other location where a filter could be and it doesn’t seem to be there.
I know it’s a long shot, but is anyone familiar with this model or other Whirlpool dishwashers that have a difficult to locate filter?
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2021.11.29 11:58 rosybxbie Leg numbness after GB removal/continuation of symptoms

20F, white, 90ish lbs, POTS used to smoke weed, stopped 10/25/21 because the doctors were trying to use it as a scapegoat.
sometime in late september, i got really sick to the point where i was vomiting everything i ate and drank. this lasted 2 months before a reason was found. my gallbladder had stones and sludge and was inflamed. had my gallbladder removed on the 19th of november, but had to go back to the hospital due to vomiting. while i was there, i was prescribed oxycodone, zofran, reglan, phenergan, gaverpentin, tylenol, toridol, and dilaudid. i also had one time shots in the sides of my thighs - i dont remember what the third medication was, but it Benadryl and morphine. my symptoms improved a little bit, and i was able to keep some foods down.
can any of these medications cause leg numbness? or is it just that i was in bed for a while? i wouldn’t think it was the latter because i was already pretty confined to my couch before i got the surgery, due to losing 40lbs, chronic vomiting and dehydration. i was also living on critical potassium levels because i had a panic attack in the er and requested to leave.
now, it’s 10 days after the surgery and all of the sudden i can no longer keep down my foods. water makes me nauseous and makes me belch excessively. even with my medications the nausea i feel after eating is so bad.
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2021.11.29 11:58 LDLag1 [EU-ES] [H] GMK Analog Dreams base kit [W] GMK Frost Witch base kit, other GMK sets.

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Trading: -GMK Analog Dreams Base kit - Sealed.
Trading for: -GMK Frost Witch Base kit - Sealed/not used. -Other GMK sets(Noel, Darling)
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2021.11.29 11:58 zeroack Two bikes, one tree makes for a merry me

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2021.11.29 11:58 yourrenotthebossofme TIL that Google knows when you're traveling on a motorcycle

I was browsing through my Google Maps timeline and noticed it. Not sure how it knows but thought it was kind of interesting.
https://imgur.com/a/ksVqlYU
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2021.11.29 11:58 _no_children_ The Outside Mother [Part 3 of 5]

It was about this time that I met Terry at the supermarket. He was a few years older than me, 40, clean out of a noisy divorce, new to town. He had moved so that he could work as a mechanic for his brother’s car dealership, and when I think about our time together, now, the first thing I think about is how it ended, but the second is the loose change smell that he carried around after a long day underneath his brother’s cars.
He was forward and a little brash, and he walked up to me and said “hi.” I said hi back. I had no idea he was flirting; my first instinct is that I was somehow in his way, and he was going to ask me to move. He was strongly-built, and his mustache reminded me of Robbie’s father. He wore jeans, tight against his muscled legs, and his white t-shirt was clean and new.
“Well hi,” he said again, settling on his back foot. “I’m Terry. I’m new in town and I’ve never done this before, but I see you don’t have a ring, and I’d just love to take you out to a nice dinner.”
I could see clean through the “never done this before,” but it still felt a little like an imposition. That part of me had gone dormant, I’d gotten off the horse. When I thought about things being better in the future, I wasn’t thinking about dating or sex, I was thinking about rest and regularity. Being able to compose myself whenever I needed.
“And it’s very nice to meet you, Terry.” The way smelling salts apparently revive someone who’s fainted, Terry’s little flirtation in the cereal aisle had reminded me that I had been a person who liked things, who had lived a slightly-riotous life, that I was a woman of agency and will. I’ve always overthought first, but (past the initial shock) my response to Terry’s inviting me to dinner wasn’t an effort to reevaluate whether my needs were being met, wasn’t a pros-and-cons list about Robbie’s having a male figure in his life (Terry or another), it was a great gasp of wanting, it was an oh god, yes.
Terry would pick me up tomorrow. I told him there was a boy, and he said “aw, sounds real nice; can’t wait to meet him.” I gave Terry my address and I told him the directions. And we went our separate ways after checking out at the supermarket, and I felt a little bit well again. When you wake up, that first day after your fever breaks.
I told Robbie that night that I was going on a date, that I met a very nice man while I was doing the shopping. “Wow! That’s great!” he said, enthusiastically, enormously. But there was the downbeat, the little sag at the end. I try and I try to remember his face, but I don’t remember what it looked like.
My mom would watch Robbie, the next night. He would have been fine on his own, but I wanted Terry to see me lining up a sitter, having a support network, doing things the way they were supposed to be done. But Terry was on time and my mom ran late, and so my first date in a decade began with Terry, me, and Robbie, sitting around the kitchen table for half an hour. He was writing in another of his journals. I could tell Robbie was seized up in knots, that the story was changing, that things might be different now, but Robbie nonetheless did his best.
Terry came in and looked around and ran his hand through a spiderweb in the corner of the living room, dusting it away. After the usual “good to meet you, kiddo”ing, Terry attempted to draw Robbie out, to be friendly, to make nice, but Robbie was perfunctory and gray. What’dja learn at school today? Nothing much. More about fractions but I know all that already. You like any sports? Not really. You like video games? Not really.
Terry tried to talk about his day in a way that would engage Robbie and me both, I remember, talking about how mad he wanted to be at his boss, but he couldn’t, because they’d grown up together, Terry remembered the boss when the boss was Robbie’s age. No response.
“What’s, um, your favorite restaurant around here? I want to make sure I know all the best spots.”
“Mom and I usually eat in.”
“You like hamburgers? I love hamburgers. Burger, fries, a milkshake.”
“I’m a vegetarian.”
Terry didn’t miss a beat. “Aw, well, that’s real sweet of you. Taking care of the animals.”
I should have prepared Terry better for this first meeting, I realized, as Robbie responded as only he could. “The real tragedy isn’t that the animals die; it’s that the animals have to have been born and lived.”
“Well, okay.”
Understandably, I felt like I was having dentistry done, and as soon as possible when I saw my mom’s headlights rolling up the drive, I kissed Robbie on the head and told him I’d miss him and that he should have a good night. My first date in a decade was pizza, a beer, and a walk through a public park with a playground and some tennis courts, a warm hug goodnight. None of the awkwardness from that evening lasted (Terry wasn’t the type to interrogate a conversation after-the-fact), and it was sweet, and fun, and appropriately romantic.
Terry was simple and unpolished, and he may not have been the one, but he was fun enough to consider considering, and a follow-up plans were made.
When I came home, my mother was still awake, reading a magazine. I could see from the entryway the light to Robbie’s room, still on, though the door was shut. I asked her how babysitting had gone and she said fine, “but I had made Robbie dinner, spaghetti and sauce like you said, and he wouldn’t eat it. I could see… I don’t know, I think he doesn’t like how you were going out. He tried to eat, I really think he did, but only ate a couple bites. He’s not feverish, he says he’s not feeling ill. He was eating like he was already full. I let him go after a couple bites, it’s not like him.” She continued about where she put the leftovers in the fridge, made a few relatively-minor suggestions about cleaning tricks I might like to explore and departed without asking me how the date had gone.
I knocked on Robbie’s door, let myself in. “Hey buddy,” I said. “Just wanted you to know I was home.”
Robbie smiled to see me, but looked sheepish nonetheless. “Hi. How was it?” There was none of the high-rising inquiry of a question, he was going through the motion of asking, nothing more.
I leveled with him. “It was nice. I want to see Terry again. That’s ok with you, right?”
Robbie gulped. “Yeah,” he said, insincerely.
“He really wants to get to know you. He already knows that you’re one-in-a-million, one-in-a-billion-billion.”
“That’s nice of him. Okay.”
Robbie was so small under his blanket, with the bedside lamp on, a spindly little boy who could see the world changing all around him. I tried to smile warmly. “You want to hang out, or you want to go to bed?”
“I can go to bed,” again, all the affect of a flat soda.
“Well, sure. But I know you didn’t eat a lot, so if you get hungry during the night, you can get the leftovers out of the fridge or wake me up to reheat them for you. I won’t mind.”
“Okay. I love you. Good night.” He separated “goodnight” into two words, like someone reading aloud. It had a childish finality to it. In another context, it would have sounded like an exhausted attempt at dignity.
“Night, kiddo. I love you.”
Terry and I saw more of each other, and Robbie trotted behind when we invited him. Saturday afternoon movies, trips to the ice cream parlor. Robbie was always knotted and grim. He tried to have fun, he laughed at jokes, he held doors, he was always so kind, so polite, so good, but he was clearly out-of-body, enduring. I remember we were watching Free Willy at a drive-in theater, and Robbie spent the whole movie shifting in the backseat, humming, “nnnn, nnnn, nnnn” to himself, looking back and forth through the windows like he was expecting to be attacked.
I realized, eventually, that Robbie was acting like there was a contagion to Terry, something untoward. Robbie washed the dishes when I asked, but he washed Terry’s in the hottest water, steam coming out of the sink, his little hands turning red as he tried to avoid the scalding water. That said, he held Terry’s plate in his fingertips nonetheless, like it was vile. Robbie wouldn’t even sit someplace Terry had recently sat – Terry had placed himself in Robbie’s traditional spot on the couch, one board game afternoon, and Robbie wouldn’t sit there the rest of the night.
Terry didn’t try to be Robbie’s new father, to upbraid him or ever suggest that Robbie’s conduct was out-of-place. I could tell Terry was bothered by Robbie’s unmanly suffering, when Terry was there to see it; I wouldn’t be surprised, what’s more, if Terry was having a hard time seeing a future with the writhing, uncomfortable little moppet, whose mother (bizarrely) speaks so highly of him, his academic achievements and even – once, though in no detail – his love of hiking through the woods.
For my part, though, I slowly, slowly, starting to like Terry more and more. Terry was imperfect, a little unprepared for Robbie’s whole deal, but I looked forward to seeing him grow into the role, in the manner of a real father. There was hope there. He was warm and sincere, and the forwardness that could have seemed brusque, I came to realize, was his notion of showing respect through common sense.
More than once, I looked far into the future – waking up some morning soon to see Terry cooking breakfast in pajama bottoms, listening to music on the radio, before taking me in his arms and leaning me back for a kiss; Robbie would roll his eyes at his parents’ love for one another.
It felt like promise, like hope, like things were finally getting better. I looked forward to distinguishing myself as superior to Terry’s first wife. We’d go to raucous barbeques with Terry’s brother and the rest of his family. I liked to imagine my father being sweetly annoying, telling the successful owner of the car dealership how to run his business, and Terry’s brother politely listening, my father’s well-intentioned clichés the sort of running joke that family can always deploy for a chuckle.
Terry was killed on a Sunday afternoon, and I would never meet any of his family. Terry had stopped-in, surprised me, asked if Robbie and I wanted to go to the park. But Robbie was out in the woods, away, and I knew I wouldn’t be able to find him. I estimated that he wouldn’t be back in time enough to go to the park, that day. Terry and I made some coffee and talked; it was amiable and quiet. We made plans to make plans, to decide where and when to go on a small vacation, the three of us. Terry smiled as we discussed it. He was excited, looking forward to a trip, he really was. I’m sure of it. Terry and I sat and talked for an hour or so, before he said that he should amble on.
Terry had parked towards the bottom of the long driveway; he always did that. It was a sporty little dealership car, and he didn’t want to risk its being gunked-up making the climb uphill to the front porch. I watched him, smiling. He bounced down the hill with his hands in his pockets, self-consciously a lad. I expected him to turn around and wave enormously, or blow me an arm-waiving kiss. I looked away from him for a moment, something caught my eye, a spiderweb in the corner of the porch had blown at me. .
When I looked back down the driveway, Terry was dead. I swear I heard something fall to the ground, a hand, part of his midsection, but I don’t know for certain. He was tatters, a bloody heap a few feet in front of his car. I couldn’t see, I thought it was a prank. I remember, momentarily, silencing my cognition, unable to comprehend what I saw, knowing that it was aberrant and wrong, that it was something that could never be understood, only, at best, taken in. I squinted and took a step forward, before I saw the blood that had been inside him, inside his legs, soaking through his blue jeans, making them purple, almost black. It was brown and grim, as his wet insides seeped out. Ripped-apart, he resembled offal, but there was an arm, and over here was an ear.
I had only looked away for a second.
I ran inside and called the police, called 911, told them that something had happened, someone is injured, they need to send an ambulance immediately. I remember feeling sick, feeling terminal, like nothing would change anything, that there was no longer any place to hide.
“What happened?” the 911 operator asked me, not unsympathetically. “What’s going on?”
“I, I don’t know. I looked away. He’s hurt, I don’t know. Someone, someone took him apart.”
“Ma’am, you’re doing great, but I need you to take a breath, you’re okay, and tell me where you are, what’s going on, what you see.”
“My boyfriend was attacked. He’s outside. He’s hurt. He’s dead. I don’t know.”
I was on the porch again. I knew I had to be there for when someone arrived. I’m sure I was crying, staring out to the side of the porch, watching the spiderweb blow in the wind. The ambulance came first, it parked on the street and the medic jogged up toward me, past Terry’s car, before seeing the pile that Terry had become and turning away with a barking “Jesus!”
A moment later, a police car behind the ambulance, its lights flashing but no siren, surreal across the cloudy afternoon. The policeman conferred with the paramedic for a moment, by the street, before methodically stalking up the drive, along the passenger side of Terry’s car, bracing himself to see Terry on the ground. The officer spoke into the handset clipped to his shoulder, and looked up at me. The police officer was older, probably in his early sixties, and his open mouth made him look jowly and pumpkinlike. He stood closer to Terry’s body than anybody had gotten so far and gaped, looked at me, looked at Terry, before deciding to approach me, a faint glimmer of hesitation visible under his command presence.
“What happened?” he asked me, straightforwardly.
“I don’t know.”
I’m sure that I told them the story, told them who the man on the ground had been. Told them that I’d only looked away for a second. I didn’t hear anything. I didn’t see anything. My son was off in the woods somewhere. They have to find him. They have to make sure my son is safe. More police officers materialized and they jogged around the house, into the woods, looking to find Robbie.
Bear attacks weren’t common in our area, but not unheard-of. I know that it wasn’t a bear attack, but nobody would ever want to hear how quick it was, how complete (but I’m trying to tell you, I’m trying to tell you everything I know, because I hope that somebody knows what to do). They found Robbie, making little pyramids of stones in the clearing in the woods.
“Mom, mom, are you okay?” he bounded up to me. “These policemen came and told me I had to come home.”
“I’m fine, darling, I’m fine.” I kissed his forehead and held him close to me. “Something happened to Terry. I think… they’re saying it was an animal, something had attacked him.” I knew that it wasn’t, but I couldn’t bring myself to tell Robbie any more.
“Oh no, oh no. I’m so sorry.” He hugged me, tight and warm.
By the time Robbie was back, Terry had been photographed and then, piece by piece, taken away. When I think about it, it sits alongside a Wallace Stevens poem I had studied, “Here are the lips, the bundle of the body and the feet.” They searched the woods, they searched for miles and miles, looking for the bear – probably sick or injured, to have acted so madly – that had done this, that fit the only explanation they could conceive for Terry’s death.
They didn’t find anything, and then they left Robbie and me alone. Terry’s car was still in the bottom of the driveway; it would be towed the next day, I’m not sure by whom, or how or why, but it would no longer be there, the next morning, when I woke up. I had never met any of his family, and I would not be invited to the funeral.
What I remember realizing that night, though, is that after the police have asked you their questions, after the flashing recedes into the distance, after they pick up the parts – they just leave you alone. You return back from where you had briefly found yourself. Your son will still need to be fed, and he’ll eat in silence because he sees that you’re sad, and he wants to respect your sadness. Thereafter, you will sit on the couch in silence while the evening turns into night. You won’t move, you’ll forget sometimes even to breathe. “Would you like to turn on the TV?” your son will ask, but you won’t respond. Your son will put his little arms around you again. "I'm here, though. You still have me." You won’t think about Terry’s death but his absence. Your son will ask if you still want him to sit with you and, at a loss when you don’t respond, he’ll go to bed several hours early, because he doesn’t know what else to do.
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