2022.01.19 22:47 KazzuriIsHere 19NB Looking for a few friends(Ta Da)
Im pretty introverted, and I have an issue with socializing. My mental health is good somehow, lol. I'm looking for those people I can talk with whom I feel comfortable and can vent and talk a lot. -_- I'm a Canadian struggling with a few disabilities. I'd rather discuss if I feel comfortable. (Don't try and rush/push me into that. It'll come naturally)
I'm a podcaster, guitarist (learning), anime weeb, gamer, audiophile (music enthusiast)
Hope to make your acquaintance and if not, have a great day/night; cheers!
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2022.01.19 22:47 auroraambria CCP propaganda or a new pandemic?
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2022.01.19 22:47 AntiSocialPartygoer Tô sentindo algo que eu não deveria sentir, e por consequência tô me sentindo SUPER culpado.
Pra contexto, vou explicar direitinho a situação a vocês:
Sinto atração pela minha melhor amiga que tá namorando. Eu sei que é errado, e inclusive me sinto extremamente culpado por isso.
Mas pra contexto, vou resumir pra vocês.
A gente começou a ser amigo na metade de 2017. A gente era aquela amizade que se pegava de "zueira" apesar do beijo encaixar legalzinho e tal, mas a gente sempre foi amigo. Não amigo de rolê, amigo meeeeeesmo. De segredos, desabafos, momentos ruins, etc. Pra vocês terem uma noção de como a gente tem uma amizade sólida... Ela é minha melhor amiga, e eu sou o melhor amigo dela de volta. Falo sério!
Mas enfim... A gente passou a segunda metade de 2017 e a primeira metade de 2018 sendo dois amigos muito próximos, mas que ficavam de vez em quando. Daí, o que aconteceu?
Ela começou a namorar em 2018, durante a Copa do Mundo. E eu AINDA sentia atração por ela. Namorou a segunda metade de 2018, 2019 inteiro, 2020 inteiro e 2021 quase inteiro.
E, sim, durante esse namoro de três-anos-e-pouco inteiro eu ainda sentia atração por ela e ficava empurrando pra baixo do tapete, fingindo que não. (Realmente... Que tipo de filho da puta dá em cima de uma mulher comprometida, ainda mais sendo uma amiga muito próxima? Eu não dei nenhuma investida nela nesse namoro inteiro, porque sei que é errado. Mas que eu sentia atração por ela o namoro inteiro? Sim, sentia.)
E depois desse namoro de quase quatro anos, ela passou uma janela de tempo muito pequena solteira, daí começou a pegar uma pessoa, e começaram a namorar semana passada. É, ela tá namorando de novo. E eu AINDA sinto atração por ela.
Sim, meus amigos, eu ainda sinto atração por uma pessoa que eu parei de pegar na Copa do Mundo de 2018.
E, sabe, justamente por saber que é errado, eu me sinto culpado PRA CARALHO sobre isso. Não pelo lance dela ser minha amiga, mas pelo lance dela ser comprometida mesmo. E isso tá me comendo um pouco por dentro.
Como eu faço pra aliviar a sensação de culpa que eu tô sentindo?
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2022.01.19 22:47 s2trade [USA-WI][H] Used Bitmain APW7-12-1800W Power Supply with 10 PCIe 6 pin cables [W] Paypal, Local Cash
Up for sale is a Used Bitmain APW7-12-1800 Power Supply with 10 PCIe 6 pin cables attached.
At 120V max of 1000 watts and 240V max of 1800 watts
This is extra power supply that can get a used miner, I tested it seems to work ok. I notice on two connectors that the tab is missing (is photos) should effect anything.
Local Cash: $65, Paypal and Shipped $85
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2022.01.19 22:47 IHATEsg7 Euphoria’ Season 2 Grows In Second Week, Earns 2.6 Million Viewers With Latest Episode
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2022.01.19 22:47 DiscordantScorpion_1 Is it normal for a restaurant to make servers take a test before they can earn tips?
Context: I’ve been a server for about 5 years now, and in all the restaurants I’ve ever worked at, none of them made me take a test to earn tips. The most they’d do was only let me take 10% of the total tips while I was training, and then I’d be allowed to cash in full tips when I was done training.
Recently, however, I had a brief stint at a place that wouldn’t even tip me out 10% while training, and I had to take a test to earn any tips at all. No surprise, I failed the damn test twice and they let me go.
But I’m just wondering, is making servers take a test to earn tips standard procedure?
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2022.01.19 22:47 TheMuffinat0r Does anybody else somewhat like the style of lefty?
Being a lefty guitarist obviously comes with many problems and inconveniences. Despite this though, I kinda like being a lefty. I feel like it makes me a more interesting player than most, something that stands out. Although it may look odd, I think lefties have a kind of swag that an average guitar player doesn't have. I could just be telling myself this to cope with the fact that I can't buy very many cool guitars, but I thought I'd share my thoughts. Happy playing everyone!
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2022.01.19 22:47 Antique_Repeat_5186 fnaf
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2022.01.19 22:47 fatima1224 I need some reassurance.
I am currently 11 weeks pregnant and I am having light pink but mostly brown discharge. Am I miscarrying?I am so scared. Currently waiting in the ER but wait time is 3-5 hours. Has this happened to anyone and their baby was fine?
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2022.01.19 22:47 Temporary-Pea-9054 Interesting trio down at the water. Ibis, Wood Duck and a Raven. // Brisbane, Australia.
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2022.01.19 22:47 qRocko Size şimdi 1️⃣sey göndercem😱
Size imdi bi şey göndericem sonuna kadar dinlemenizi rica ediyorum. size şimdi bi şey 🍆 göndericem 📬😇 sonuna kadar dinlemenizi 👂 rica 😚 ediyorum. bana da arkadaşım 🦍👥gönderdi dinlemeden 🗣️ önce içinizden çok istediğiniz 🍑 şeyi 🥴 üç 3️⃣ kez tekrarlayıp sonra okuycağım 👨🎓 paragrafı 📖 dinleyin 🤓. unutma 🧠, önce üç 3️⃣ kez çok istediğin şeyi tekrarla: 🤲bismillahirrahmanirrahim🤲. la havle ve la kuvvete illa billahi🤲. senden bir şey istiycem 😳. bunu dikkatlice dinle🍌🗣️. moralini bozma🙌. el kayyum, el vahid, el samed, el kadir, el malik, er rahim🤲, allah hiçbir zaman yanıltmamıştır. bu mesajı ben hariç 15 🔢kişiye yolla✌️. yarın 📅 güzel haber alıcaksın🙃. eğer göndermezsen 😠, 15 sene şanssızlık 👿peşini bırakmayacak👹👹. bunlar allah’ın isimleri☪️. sakın erteleme😏! kusura bakma, yollamak zorundayım 🐒🥺. zor değil; kopyala🖨️, yapıştır📋🥴. özür ♿ dilerim bana da atıldı🥺. aliyyül azim. amin 🕋. bu mesajı 20 kişiye gönder 👳🏿♂️ dilediğin kabul 🤲 oluyo. inanmıyodum💁🏻♂️🙆🏻♂️🙅🏻♂️, ama harbiden kabul🙃 oluyo. eğer silersen 😠 veya göndermezsen🙄, allah dilediğini kabul etmez 🍌. şimdi saatine🕞 bak ve 9 dakika sonra seni mutlu🤭 eden bir olay olacak inşallah. teşekkür ☺️ ediyorum 🦍🍆
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2022.01.19 22:47 reebeetmon Was I abused at another time BEFORE my abuse?
TLDR: Thing I might have been sexually abused a long before what I remember to be the first time.
(Long time lurker of this sub, and I just want to clarify that I joined because I was in an abusive relationship at 16 that involved a lot of rape, so please don’t go off on me about “not having experienced CSA” after this next part).
Basically, when working through stuff with my ex-therapist I would tend to blame a lot of how I am today on my abuse at 16, but she’d often make me look back earlier than this age, and I’d usually find that these habits had been in place for years prior.
Anyway, I just have this niggling hunch that something MUST have happened in my early childhood and here are my reasons for believing so: - masturbating since the age of 4, and doing it several times a day, even if discovered and encouraged to stop, and feeling both pleasure and immense shame (also randomly associating the act with the Bananas in Pajamas from the TV show) - encouraging my elder by a year brother to engage in sexual acts with me from the age of 4/5 to about 8 years old, and then blocking those memories out until I was 9/10 - Persistent UTIs from 4/5 onwards (I would wake in the middle of the night screaming from the pain) - Recurring nightmares at age 3-4 (one about suddenly being left all alone and hearing someone whispering my name, one where i would notice a tall man staring at me through the top window of the door in my nursery classroom), and finally one where I would be sitting with my mother downstairs and all of a sudden the Bananas in Pajamas theme song would come on and i would see them slowly descending the stairs, and I would freak out and she would just sit there and say/do nothing) - I also for as long as I can remember always get a distinct feeling of discomfort and being exposed the first minute or two of being in a bath, but it never happens in the shower - Being an incredibly shy child who wanted my mother nearby at all times - Always making my dolls have sex and sexual relations when I was playing with them, and getting turned on by this - Some element of “rape” fantasies established by the age of 7 when I would masturbate - Discovering and watching porn at age 11 - Engaging in a sexual act with an animal in my teenage years (although this was post-abusive relationship, so may be related to that)
This is just a few of my reasons for this hunch. I completely trust my parents however and do not for one instant believe that either of them would have enabled or perpetrated CSA, but at the same stage I can’t remember much from before being 4 years old, and I’ve had plenty of babysitters and older cousins look after me in that time, so who knows who I was left alone with.
I also moved country at 4 years old, and my therapist also seemed to suggest that perhaps the change sparked my anxiety and I was using masturbation to deal with the stress.
I definitely feel fragmented personality wise, I disassociate regularly, and have always had issues with sex since I first started having it at 16. I’ve always been incredibly anxious and a people pleaser as well. I also deal with feelings of guilt and shame multiple times daily, and can’t switch off my brain ever.
I dunno guys, something just smells fishy to me, and it’s frustrating as heck not knowing. I know that remembering is painful, but my entire has always been somewhat painful, while being all sunshine and roses 99% of the time.
I know none of you can give me my memories back (that is, if there ARE memories to get back), but maybe even if you can relate to anything I’ve spoken about here, or have encountered anyone in a similar boat to me, it would be great to hear your input.
TIA you lovely and strong people.
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2022.01.19 22:47 svanapps r/ethtrader - Buy the dip
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2022.01.19 22:47 RikimaruLDR (Spoiler) Written reactions of Ep4. among my family
So I watch this show with my parents and my sister.
Here are some interesting reactions for interesting moments. Keep in mind my parents can just about name the main characters of the other movies compared to my sis and I.
2022.01.19 22:47 Your-Pikmin Komasan!
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2022.01.19 22:47 random_ner Im shocked of the yeild from this. The progressive photos are so cool to me. [General]
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2022.01.19 22:47 rustysporks69 Looking to buy or trade for Granular.
Please pm your price or what you’re looking for to trade. I want reasonable trades, as I’m not looking to dish out $500 for a skin, nor do I have every code ever made available to me. If this doesn’t sound doable, that’s alright - only trading trusted/verified members.
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2022.01.19 22:47 Azirium Pls mercy
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2022.01.19 22:47 Emotional_Kitchen_90 Happy hump day 🥰🥰
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2022.01.19 22:47 Sufficient_Nobody_77 Things you wish you had taught your pets before your baby arrived…
I’m 28w pregnant, and I just want to make sure that we have done the best training we possibly could to set us up for when baby arrives! We currently have 2 dogs (4 and 13 y/o) and a cat (9 months old). We’ve been practicing: -“leave it” -“gentle” -making sure the baby space stays the baby space with the cat (thanks double sided tape!) -Pets stay sleeping outside our room
I’m a FTM so would love to hear what other pet people found super helpful/wish they had worked on before baby arrived because we are literally just making it up 🤷♀️ thank you!!
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2022.01.19 22:47 GunchapRed Theory: Both General Atomics and RobCo owned the Mr. Handy
Now in Fallout lore, there exists an inconsistency that has existed since the very first Fallout game, and has continued to appear in the lore of the game all the way up to 4 and possibly 76 (haven’t played. Who was the manufacturer of the Mr. Handy robot? RobCo or General Atomics. This theory is here to attempt to provide an explanation and an answer to the question, the short answer being that both companies own the Mr. Handy.
We know that Mr. Handy robots were invented by a man named Edward Gray who worked at RobCo. And at many points, both companies were credited with the robot’s creation, with substantial evidence that points to either company, including the idea that General Atomics existed first and there’s evidence that Mr. Handy robots existed before RobCo. So my theory suggests that both companies might have had not just access to the Mr. Handy design, but also to Edward Gray, their inventor.
It’s possible that Edward Gray originally worked at General Atomics, where he invented the Mr. Handy Robots, thus leading to the company manufacturing them. However, some time later, RobCo enters the scene. They suddenly become a massive success, creating robots such as Securitrons, Protectrons, and the EyeBot. They’re likely generating hundreds of millions of dollars at this point in revenue, maybe more, and they even have a contract with the US Government to make robots for the military.
I believe it’s likely that Mr. Gray, at this time, saw RobCo as a far more financially superior option for his career in robotics. So he left RobCo, taking the Mr. Handy design with him. This then leads to 2 possibilities, either RobCo bought the rights to produce Mr. Handy robots (which I find unlikely, as we have evidence showing GA was still selling them up until the bombs dropped), or RobCo took the Mr. Handy design for themselves and started just manufacturing their own with Edward Gray now working for them. So now technically, both companies own the robot.
Now I don’t believe RobCo would’ve gotten away with this unscathed, I believe General Atomics would make an attempt to sue RobCo for this. But that this lawsuit would either be dismissed due to RobCo’s connections, or still be in litigation up until the bombs dropped. Though we don’t have evidence that such a lawsuit took place yet, I still believe that RobCo likely did still steal the design after hiring Mr. Gray.
Still, this is all just my own speculation based on what evidence we have. I would like to hear your thoughts on this theory. Thanks for reading.
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2022.01.19 22:47 karl_marxs_cat Got two plants today, this is Enoby Dark’ness Dementia Raven Way the Calathea Dottie and Frederick Wolfgang George Alexander Eaughstaffe the Pseuderanthemum antropurpremum tricolour
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2022.01.19 22:47 mayday-mayjay its been a long day so we couldnt do an outfit challenge for green day >_< monna ended up just saying to use her pajama outfit for this-
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2022.01.19 22:47 SL-Gremory- Rolling Over 401k out of Alight
I left Raytheon last year and now I'd like to roll over my 401k OUT of Alight (because it's absolute dog crap) and back into my new employer's 401k with Fidelity. I spoke with Fidelity reps and they want a check mailed to me, made out to their plan, and walked me through how to upload it once I have it on their portal. Very clean process on Fidelity's side.
Now how to I wrangle Alight into actually providing me that check made out to the correct recipient?
Thanks for the help!
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2022.01.19 22:47 20namesupsidedown based on the diagram at the top