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HOCD Defeated My Relationship

HOCD, also known as sexual orientation OCD, has not yet been recognized in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders as a disorder, however, it does exist in both men and women. In this article, I will focus more on men dealing with HOCD. In my clinical experience working with HOCD men, they find themselves obsessively looking ... Hi Kevin. I'm very encouraged to hear that you've recovered form this horible torture (HOCD) I'm curious to know what you mean on your post about some guys/girls feeling like they are the opposite of what they are? the reason I ask is because when I firts developed HOCD about 1 1/2 years ago the sympton that bothered me most was this tingling feeling on my chest area , specilay my breasts and ... HOCD is a subtype of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder that involves having obsessive thoughts and fears of being or becoming gay. This typically involves having unwanted images and thoughts that makes the person question their sexuality. r/HOCD: This sub is for anyone with OCD who have sexual orientation or gender related obsessions including HOCD, TOCD, and Sexual Orientation OCD. Basicaly before hocd, I thought no one is actually gay or lesbian as I thought who would do that disgusting thing, but after knowing some people exist thoughts started to come if they re sexually aroused you will be too, but the thing I dont, them my hocd starts to send my images and scenarios. It kills me bro. HOCD is a form of OCD. OCD is a mental health condition that can cause a person to have intrusive and reoccurring thoughts and images, as well as feel compelled to repeat specific behaviors. HOCD is poorly understood outside of the OCD community. For this reason, many people misunderstand it to be “repressed” homosexuality. Others mistakenly interpret it as an early part of the coming out process. HOCD has been around for a long time and, to those in the know, is an established and well-understood sub-type of OCD. Welcome to r/HOCD! Thank you for your post and your participation in this community. You are strong, powerful, and valued, and we love that you have come here for support and information on your journey. If you have not already, please see our wiki for general information on SO-OCD and OCD as well as treatment options! You are not alone. Homosexual OCD – HOCD Treatment. Homosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (HOCD) is categorized by intrusive thoughts revolving around one’s sexual orientation.People with HOCD suffer through uncontrollable and unwanted intrusive thoughts and images that leave them in a state of fear and anxiety about whether they are truly straight. While HOCD is extremely common, it is not well known by the public. Many people mistakenly think that OCD consists entirely of compulsive hand washing, door checking and stove knob checking. 5. HOCD is under-reported, mostly because people who experience it have so much shame about having thoughts about being gay.

2022.01.19 23:07 One_Conversation1124 HOCD Defeated My Relationship

TL;DR: Now that I'm single, I feel the only way forward is by visiting a gay bar and seeing how I feel about experimenting with a man.
I met the greatest woman in the world. Perfect for me. Exceptionally loving and easily marriage material...
8 months ago after a morning of ED, I had the thought..."I'm gay".
This thought hit me so hard that I had my first panic attack in years. After 2 weeks, after a horrible anxiety filled day, I decided to act out with a transgender woman. It wasn't the epiphany I desired.
I told my girlfriend and she didn't take it very well, obviously.
Yet, after awhile we decided to try again. Our relationship was rocky for the remainder. We made it just over 1 year.
These thoughts have never left me, I tell myself I'm gay when I wake up and its a fight entirely after that. I have deteriorated as a human being for the last 8 months dealing with this...
I believe I needed the space to figure this all out. I can not expect someone to stand by me entirely when they know about my thoughts and I have acted on them already.
I'm not trying to trigger anyone but I know no other way of moving forward and relieving this bandwidth drain I have on my brain that putting myself in a position to find clarity whether it's something I enjoy or not
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2022.01.19 23:07 WillingAd8709 XVIII.THE MOON. MP4 - Untitled Collection #204160474 | OpenSea

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2022.01.19 23:07 akvoltaire How do I fix this loose lever on my Nikon FE?

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2022.01.19 23:07 Big-Chicken6166 Case approved in 3 months 1 week. San fernando valley office I live in los angeles california. I expedited my ead and got approved 1 month ago after expedited the very next day my interview was scheduled. timeline in comments. good luck you all.

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2022.01.19 23:07 lesren Tips needed for rehomed beardie!!

Hi everyone! My partner and I recently took in a beardie from a friend who is moving away and is not able to take him with her. He is 3 years old and has been with us for about a week and a half. Unfortunately, he absolutely HATES us, or at least seems like it. We have tried giving him a bath to soak and he kept trying to run out and would try biting me when moving him back into his terrarium. We also tried letting him hang out on the bed (his previous owner said he loved that) and he immediately puffed his beard out. I understand it'll take time for him to get used to the new environment but he's also not eating a lot. He ate primarily dandelion greens daily and had superworms every couple days. He will occasionally eat some worms but we know he can't rely on just those. We want to make sure he is staying healthy. Does anyone have any tips on getting him more comfortable with us? Thank you!
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2022.01.19 23:07 shyyonee Do yall fw yall neighbors?

Been on my block for almost 2 years now never spoke too them 😭
View Poll
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2022.01.19 23:07 Papilongi Android

What has been the experience playing this game in a tablet, I have never played it on PC and want to start on my Samsung tab s7.
Thanks
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2022.01.19 23:07 -en- @Reuters: U.S. SEC to vote next week on boosting hedge fund disclosures -Chair Gensler https://t.co/hoA9CzUduZ https://t.co/glNOI0QcSH

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2022.01.19 23:07 BushBeardTheAromatic Why might a character find himself in ravenloft?

Is it a punishment? A curse? A self imposed damnation or crusade?
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2022.01.19 23:07 Portmanteaunioconte Why is golf so addictive? Intermittent Reinforcement

I was reading about the doc The Social Dilemma about social media addiction and came upon this:

Intermittent reinforcement is the delivery of a reward at irregular intervals, a method that has been determined to yield the greatest effort from the subject. The subject does not receive a reward each time they perform a desired behavior or according to any regular schedule but at seemingly random intervals.
So funny, this is exactly it. We're sometimes, good sometimes shit, and we can practice but are good days and bad days (or good shots and bad shots) are seemingly out of our control lol.
What's also funny is that intermittent reinforcement is a tactic by abusers to manipulate their victims into staying with them and needing them. Sounds like this fucking game to me! Lol!
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2022.01.19 23:07 No-Ear-4177 Unit 7: Lesson 1 - Coding Activity

I need help.
Write a Java program that allows a user to input multiple words. Your program should stop accepting words when the user enters "STOP". Store the words in an ArrayList . The word STOP should not be stored in the list.
Next, print the size of the list, followed by the list itself.
Then, remove the first and last words stored in the list, but only if the list has a length greater than two. Finally, reprint the list.
Sample Run:
Please enter words, enter STOP to stop the loop. cup spoon fork bowl plate knife STOP
6 [cup, spoon, fork, bowl, plate, knife] [spoon, fork, bowl, plate]
Note: For this activity, you must use the class name, U7_L1_Activity_One and the method, main .
Hint: use a while loop to take the user input - remember that this type of loop runs until the condition you specify is no longer met so you can base this off the user input.
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2022.01.19 23:07 wakethedevil Such beautiful emptiness @wtd_draws

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2022.01.19 23:07 FuzzyWuzzyMooMoo [Dynamite Spoilers] Another message for Malakai Black

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2022.01.19 23:07 -en- @Reuters: EXCLUSIVE Chesapeake Energy nears $2.4 bln deal to buy Chief Oil & Gas -sources https://t.co/K0wBXRI10M https://t.co/03PCgiqyvl

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2022.01.19 23:07 SvirrTheKeeper [Online][CofD][Sundays, but negotiable] Looking for 1-2 players or, if we are blessed, a Storyteller

Hey, everyone! My name is Nikolay! I am a 24-year-old male located in the Midwest (Central Time Zone.) I have been roleplaying for around 15 to 16 years, give or take, and love doing it. I've recently gotten into TTRPGs in the last 4ish years, so while I'm not completely new, I am by no means a seasoned veteran of the art. I come today looking for 1 to 2 players, or if one were to be interested, a Game Master that would be interested in running a campaign for a group of Hunters. We do have someone who can DM if we find only players, however, they also wish to try a PC concept as well.
The group I have right now is myself and two friends of mine. We focus a bit more on roleplaying, however, we are now afraid to get our hands dirty with rolling, either. The first one is Boot, who would be DMing if we cannot find one, however, he has expressed interest in being a PC - a sort of washed-up detective who gets pulled back into the world (of darkness). The second is a person by the name of Blitz, who is a pretty good player, if a bit soft spoken, but definitely sparks up when it gets down to the nitty gritty. Our group is pretty relaxed, and honestly, if you aren't a complete dickhead, you will probably fit right in.
What we want from you as a player
- To show up. Seriously, that's it. If you can't, let us know. I do not care if you are new. I don't care if you do have a hectic schedule and can't make it sometimes. All that matters is you let us know. That's it. Otherwise, just come in expecting a fun and chill environment.
What we would want from a Game MasteDungeon Master
- Realistically, we are trying to run a game with 3 to 4 hunters. We have ideas for the characters we want to run. Otherwise, you really have free reign with the direction. As long as out characters can fit somewhat in the story, I think you'd have a very dedicated and solid group behind you.
- We do like to focus on roleplaying more than rolling and engaging situations. We are not allergic to the dice, but we have come from groups that focus more on the storytelling and development of characters and story. If that sounds like something you would find appealing, I encourage you to reach out and talk with me. I am sure we can make something work.
What to do if you are interested, but something above does not work (Time, day, etc.)
Contact me, anyway, and let's see if we can't work something out. I am more than willing to try and accommodate you and your needs.
Ok, I made it this far - I think I'm interested
Great! Message me on reddit and we can talk further on discord. I look forward to hearing from you.
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2022.01.19 23:07 Angelsonmyshoulders Saving a RS-25

Is there a way we could petition to save a previously flown RS-25? I just think that it would be neat to see a historic one, and not just a mockup in person at the Smithsonian, or another museum (as I understand, all previous engines flown on Space Shuttles will be used on the upcoming Artemis missions).
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2022.01.19 23:07 United-Ad-5784 Sketchy UberEats: Almost lost my life to two off leash black Labrador’s at a house in the middle of the woods

What’s the sketchiest order you’ve ever completed? I literally just almost lost my life. I pulled up to this guy‘s house which was at the back of a super long driveway in the middle of the woods. The moment that I pulled up his two large black labradors who were both off leash came running towards my car. I decided instead of immediately canceling the order to wait five minutes for the individual to come out and pick up their order. They were ignoring all of my phone calls and texts. I really feel like this customer UGO N. had other intentions. Has anyone else delivered to UGO N in derwood Md?
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2022.01.19 23:07 Sweet_Ad_7806 Cinder P2E NFT ☄️ Limited Supply of 4,444 Mints ☄️ Metaverse Integrated On Sol

👾 Discord: https://discord.gg/CHFFKEfJhp
✨Twitter: https://twitter.com/CinderNFT
🌐Website: https://cinder.io/
Play to earn games have been out for a while, but this is my first time actually taking a look at them. The community at Cinder makes me feel welcomed, and I love the engagement in the Discord! I've done my research, and I'm excited to share more about this P2E NFT project by Wildworks. This game studio has been around since 2003, and has the game ready to go live.
Cinder's launch is scheduled for early February, and minting will be done through their website. The team's roadmap with constant updates is what has me excited for the future of this project. It's hype the metaverse is already created, and all this is on the Solana network. I can't wait to upload my NFT and free roam with my friends in Cinder! I'm so excited to get lost playing in this metaverse.
What makes Cinder unique is the ability to use your NFT as your own unique character in game. The worlds to explore as a free roam MMO with your friends will definitely be easy to get lost in. Not only being game ready, the team plans to have in person exclusive meet up events with the community.
With a roadmap going over all the perks of whitelist, and beta access...I'm super hype to play!
• Exclusive Beta Access to new environments and features🔥
• Claim the Community OG tag in Discord from the shop🔥
• P2E Metaverse ready to go live with Solana integration🔥
• Influencer partnerships and AMA updates from the team🔥
🚀 Invite Manager To Manage Invites To Discord🚀
✨Confirmed Scheduled Marketing For Months✨
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2022.01.19 23:07 -en- @Reuters: Two Russian cosmonauts conducted a spacewalk at the @Space_Station to outfit and configure the Nauka Multipurpose Laboratory Module to lay the groundwork for future operations https://t.co/w8biP4T7vu

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2022.01.19 23:07 __Lucht Solo vSCP Trifecta (Mountain God) MagDK

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2022.01.19 23:07 IUPLC The duality of man on Franz

Those that look at efficiency from a distance, having never really tried their hand at approaching low and reliable turn counts seem to have this perception that Franz is a cornerstone of such a playstyle. A common perception of Franz is that he’s the 3rd best unit in the game behind Seth and Vanessa, yet among efficiency-minded players, phrases such as “fuck Franz” or “Franz bad” are uttered quite frequently. The latter phrase is used in somewhat hyperbolic ways, as such players still tend to agree that Franz is okay and on a level similar to solid but not excellent units like Gerik and Tana (which would put him at 8th or 9th best), but either way, there is a noticeable gap in players' perceptions of Franz.
So what creates this gap in different players’ perceptions of Franz?

1: Reliability Standards
Everyone knows that level-ups vary in FE, and the community at large tends to use averages as a way to compromise on RNG blessage or screwage. However, many players with lower opinions on Franz think that a unit meeting their averages isn’t sufficiently reliable. Instead, they resort to exactly how likely a unit is to meet a certain benchmark. At its most pessimistic, this entails saying one can only assume the unit gained a point in a stat once they had a 90% or greater chance of meeting or surpassing that benchmark (often referred to as 90% binomials). Averages, on the other hand, generally have roughly a 60% chance of being met or surpassed. For example, Franz has a 92% chance to gain 1 or more points of Strength in 5 levels, and he has a 66% chance to gain 2 or more (which would adhere to his averages).
It sounds stingy to require much more than a 66% chance of happening to call it “reliable,” but it makes intuitive sense if you translate it into other places. For example, in a 1 RN game, one shouldn’t be ready to rely on a 66% chance to hit, especially if missing would cause a death and therefore a reset. Similarly, it’s reasonable to say that a Strength stat Franz only has a 66% chance of having or exceeding is not reliable.
2: Seth
Everyone knows Seth is by far the best unit in FE8, but many underestimate his true capabilities. In a context that involves beating the game as quickly and reliably as possible, the early maps are always going to involve heavy usage of Seth, but because Seth is so good, he often beats chapters in such a way that leaves little room for other units to grow. Players that assume averages and don’t let Seth destroy the early game might assume that Franz can reasonably be like 16/1 around the time the route split happens, at which point Franz has a 60% chance to tie base Seth in Strength.
On the other hand, those who do use Seth in that way need to work just to get Franz to Level 10, and Franz has a 92% chance to have 10 Strength at 10/1, compared to Seth having an 89% (not quite 90% but pretty close) chance to have 16 Strength at Level 7 (a typical level for Seth by Chapter 9). Additionally, Franz is competing for early EXP with other units like Vanessa (who doesn’t have amazing combat either but at the very least flies), so training Franz also can come with a noticeable opportunity cost. Admittedly, there should be room for both even when moving at Seth pace.
3: Subconscious use of unrepresentative contexts
Mekkah’s 100% growths LTC that I’m sure many have seen at this point made it look like Franz goes brrr after he promotes in Chapter 8 (same with Vanessa to be fair), but that required lots of rigged combat and level-ups, so it can hardly be considered reliable. I don’t think people actively refer to that playthrough when they think of Franz’s performance, but I do think they do so inadvertently.
Personal conclusions I draw
In contexts that care about turncount, Franz is hardly impressive in the presence of Seth, and he’ll never become “Seth 2” like some might think he does. Even if you throw him a bone and let him adhere to averages, keep in mind that Seth is also keeping to averages, and Seth’s growths are insane, and so is Vanessa, who has more mobility and speed, so even if you let Franz be better, his immediate competitors are also noticeably better, so he’s still okay at best. In settings where Seth is held back or not used, Franz is a lot better, but I don’t think that level of sandbagging is worth considering if you still value turncount.
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2022.01.19 23:07 HappyKitten5695 Court Cam: Lawyer Walks Out on Judge Over Racist Comments | A&E

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2022.01.19 23:07 jewmoney808 Cooking Millet

I have no problems making rice and quinoa but my millet always turns out junk. either comes out like an oatmeal/porridge or mostly soft with hard chunks. Any tips or recommendations on millet? thank you all 🤠
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